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I. Hate. Holidays. I'm always excited for them until something happens and everybody is in a bad mood and stress levels are high. Freaking Hannawhatever and Christmas. Something always bad happens. ANd I get mad or someone else does. And the whole thing of giving gifts. SOmething always happens where one gift doesn't fit or someone isn't happy or one gift will scratch your new hardwood floors. Or you ahve to wait around for people. I just got into a huge fight with my sister and my mom in two seperate rooms. First my mom, then my sister. And if you saw who I was, then you wouldn't like me. My sister just always explodes. It's like this explosiveness and it goes off and you don't know when it will. But I also react with anger, it seems the only way when she freaks out like that, because it happens so fast I don't know what to do. I'd just like to have one good holiday. SO far that hasn't happened. I just wish....no gifts. maybe that would make everything better. I'm sad.
posted by Leah @ 6:31 PM
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5 Comments:
Hey Miss,
Don't write yourself off just because you act out of emotion when you are upset or angry. If was a write off for that reason, I'd be long gone now! I hope you get to feeling better about this special season Leah. I am sorry you feel sad. I am as always keeping you in my prayers.
P. Jason
Hey, Leah, If I saw who you were I would still like you all the same. I know how it is with explosive time ticking sibblings. So maybe coffee some time soon like after boxing day. Or for that matter even on Boxing day. Right now I feel like an evil character from the movies because I am petting my cat on my lap as I talk. But I agree with PJ on this one trust me I made some pretty stupid mistakes out of anger some of them I', still paying for. Anyway Try and have a little fun and good time in the next few days. I'll ttyl
Hey leahbobeah! :)
Im prayin for yah over these holidays, especially to be happy! :) Just remember what this holiday is truly about and i'm sure that should bring you some comfort! :)
luvs yah
ashley
I know i can't say that the exact same thing happens in my family...but it pretty much does. I ask for a ton of patience around this time of year because I can't tolerate my drunk relatives. And how much Christmas gets ruined every year. I have learned to work with it, I have grown up with it. Dad sleeping on the couch to drunk uncles telling me how much I've grown. It sucks. It's like we can't seem to give ourselves a good time because things get mucked up. Maintain being you...even if that means getting angry and calling someone out. You shouldn't have to tip toe around your families emotions. However, be caring and show grace in these situations. "Your godly lives will speak to them better than any words." (1Peter 3:2 TLB)I love you, how your so easy to love.
All Smiles.
i have one of those ... a sister that goes off uncontrollably sometimes ... yeah, she said all of 3 nice things to me since i got home 2 weeks ago ... and my parents yell at ME when she's rude ... i don't get it ... yeah tensions are high this time of year ... gimme a shout this week, i'm back in s'toon starting this thursday the 28th.
l8r g8r
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