Real to Me

Every time I try to find you/Every road comes back around/Just another hoop to jump through/Another mile of covered ground
I am weary of the answers/More theory and cliché/They raise the letter of the law like a banner/'Til you're small and far away

All the questions in my head/Are from my heart instead

Chorus:
Be real to me now
That's all I'm asking
Be real to me now

Every scribe and every scholar/No winners in this debate/Everybody seems to stand up taller/When you're easy to explain

I don't need to know what I don't know/Just got to let it go

So lay down the sword
And put away the doctrine
Love a little more, love a little more'
Cause everybody's broken

-Nicole Nordman, Jill Tomalty, Jay Joyce


I don't know what I feel right now. I've decided it's better than sadness or pain. At least not knowing, then you can't think about it becuase there's no hurt to think about. Or about how lonely you are SOMETIMES. Not all the time. Just when I go home. That's all. at other times too I guess, not just at home. But I do have not lonely moments.