Work

I'll make this short. it's summer. I've been working a lot lately, averaging 40 hrs. a week. I need to save up money for school and a car that I want to buy at the end of the summer hopefully! I'm working all next year so we'll see how that goes. It's hard working so much because sometimes you feel cut off from the rest of the world. No time for anything else. But others it is a relief. it's hard to get there but once you are you forget about life because all you have to concentrate on is work. The people there are different, they don't know you, not well enough to know what your life is really like. I'm sure lots of people put on a way different face at work. I can see why my dad sometimes would rather be at work. Because it takes your mind off stuff. That is totally probably why some people become workaholics. So they can avoid seeing what their life is really like, or avoid thinking about it. They remember when they come home. Probably why they become alcoholics too now that I think about it. Because then they can't forget at home and they want to so they drink. Just a thought, but probably true in some people's situations. So sometimes that's what it's like for me too, work. I can just forget about it and just joke around with people and be a different person because no one is coming down on me or is on my case or I don't have to deal with stupid things I don't understand. But that's not the reason why I work, it's just happens to be there as a way to be away. Anyways, wow I am teaching a lot of swimming lessons this summer. like a billion and three. And I'm tired so I'm going to stop typing now.
Ciao