A New Year

Another chance at a clean slate.....starting over again. I'm nervous and excited about the new year. Life is pretty so, so. Sunday was kind of a hard day at church. I felt sad and I wanted to cry. Maybe since the last time I was there I cried my eyes out and my life felt like it was falling apart and partly because it was the first time I went to church knowing my parents weren't coming back...unless it was for a visit or something. I stayed out late three nights in a row and it was not good for me. like, 6 hours of sleep two nights in a row does not help me function. Plus we went swimming and then hot tubbing and i hate being in a bathing suit. I feel awkward and i hate how I look in one. anways moving on to another subject.....my family is crazy :) not including me