Dreams

I liked this post, it was descriptive and real so I decided to put it back on. I also took out a part of it and that was where I was trying to describe where I feel pain. This was the way I described it, "It sits inside of you right around the place where your heart is, where I imagine your soul to be. I feel it right where your ribs meet." I think that was what some people thought was strange so I took it off but I wasn't trying to be weird it was just me trying to depict how I felt. And then I read something on someone's elses blog. It was actually Sheldon's from school and this is what he said (sorry Sheldon, if you read this I hope you don't mind I stole it from you. I just thought it was good.) anyways, "Have you ever felt pointlessly emo? Like I hate how I feel right now. I feel absolutely terrible for no reason at all. I feel like I've just been rejected by a girl, but I haven't. I feel like I just lost a friend or something. But I haven't. And I'm not in that sad, crying stage of it. I'm in that emptiness/something's missing stage of it all. Like you know when you lose something that you know you're never getting back and there's that wierd empty feeling inside your body where you kind of feel like your bones are hollow or something? And there's like kind of a hurting sensation behind your sternum.


I hate dreams. They are either scary, very sketchy, make you feel feelings you don't want to feel or make you question yourself. For instance, you like a guy or kiss a guy in your dreams that you don't like whatsoever. Why? You don't like that person in real life, you don't even think about them every much at all. Does that mean your inner self likes them or something? I don't think so. basically I never have good dreams becaused when they're good I wake up sad when I realize they aren't true. These are the worst. Maybe there was something I really wanted or wished for in real life and in some way I lived that wish but then I woke up. And they bring up really intense feelings and it almost makes you depressed. The feelings sit inside of you for part of the day. anyways....I don't like those dreams. They make me sad. I also hate scary dreams and when I get them which is about once a month maybe not even they're always about spiders, snakes, wolves, or bad things happening to people I care about. Really bad things like falling over a waterfall and dying. Sometimes I'm falling which happens to a lot of people. That is my perspective on dreams. They don't really help you much in life and they just disturb your sleep. Yes this was an odd post but I seem to be different from other people in a lot of ways. It's not always fun being different but I'm used of it. Again, off topic, what else is new?