That's me in calgary. I was taking lots of pictures of myself. And i really like this one. plus, i've never posted a pic of myself on here before. So this is my life this week.Sometimes I feel like I'm striving for this unattainable goal. Like it's hopeless. like always trying to be closer to God but feeling like there is no progress. I still have angry feelings or am confused. I pray and pray, and then fall off the wagon and nothing is happening. Or strive so hard for something, and it seems like it's going somewhere but it isn't. I really don't think anyone understand me sometimes. What's wrong with me? Why do I always wish to be somebody else because then I think people will like me better or pay more attention to me? Why do I feel so lost? And anxious? i always feel these anxious feeling? about everything....money, life, relationships, situations, that helpless feeling. I have so many doubts about life or God. But I know without doubts then it wouldn't really be faith. "I believe, but help me with my unbelief. I'm going to the Roughriders this weekend. Sweet! My first football game. So many emotions, they come and go.
posted by Leah @ 4:51 PM
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Hey Hunny Bunch!
Keep on praying and keep on living in Gods word. I know that sometimes it feels like nobody understands you because sometimes they don't, sometimes people don't understand me, heck I don't understand me. But i know that you will make it through these feelings, I dont know how but I know you will. I'm here for you to vent on (you already know this) I'm here for you to talk to. Keep on praying and staying in God's word because that is what will change you. I hope you have tons of fun at the game this weekend! I know you will because it will be a blast! Take more pictures and cheer extra loud for me!!!
i loves yah!
Leah, you are growing up :( awww. remember when you parked in that parking lot in that park until late that night talking? and then my mom called and said we shouldnt be parked late at night in a parking lot in a park? yeah...i remember it. lol Love you!
Gen
Hey leah..
That's awesome that you're going to the football game... i wish i was doing the same .. Have lots of fun and just want to encourage you to keep seeking after the Lord (James 4:8)... I know things can get tough, i'm no expert and i'm not going to act like i know all you're going thru, but praying that things get better ... ps... you can borrow my piano united book anytime!
Well, we clearly wish we knew how we could help, but like you said, we sometimes just dont understand. Like Ashley said, we sometimes do not understand ourselves, but one thing I know to be true is that God never stops loving you, and in that lay so many simple truths. It blows my mind that A God who created everything, and whom has existed since before time will always let us know, as long as we listen or watch for it, that He loves us so very much. We used to talk to eachother alot about stuff that was going on, although I may never understand how tough the things that face you are, I do want to listen and pray with you, encourage you. Besides, isn't that what the body of Christ is supposed to do.
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