Jerkville
I am a jerk. Truly I am. I always mess things up and do things I end up regretting. I hate giving my brother piano lessons. It brings out the bad in me most of the time. I always end up mad at him because he doesn't do something right and it's stupid. And then he gets upset. I am a horrible teacher. I'm a horrible older sister. And then I hate myself afterwards. I suck. arrgghhh....I do not like myself right now. I'm such an idiot.
posted by Leah @ 5:07 PM
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3 Comments:
Well...
Now that you mention it...Your not an idiot or a jerk, your not my older sister so I dont really know but I doubt your bad at that to. So this makes you a liar..Ha! But in all seriouseness, Your a great person. I know from experince teaching someone can be very trying, but you really know what thats all about. Having a family member for a student does make it worse, I concur, but that doesnt make you all the things you said. Lighten up on your self, breath, smile. God loves you, seek Him and if He finds something He wants changed He will, but do avoid that angry twin of yours that wrote this blog, she's scary. Next time its time for a piano lesson, pray for a bit first, see what might be coming, and give the time to God, so you can shine your light for your brother. Taking God in with you full strength will help lots, works for me anyway. This is what I perscribe, although you didnt ask my opinion...ooops!
Good Night Awesome Leah,
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I <33 you leah, and you know what I was gunna write. haah cyah
Leah, you are not a jerk. Even when we feel dumb about things we need to be careful of the words that we say about ourselves. Please don't call yourself a jerk because you know it's not true. You are caring and thoughtful, but still human with times of frustration and hardships. The bible says that the mouth speaks life and death. Be careful of what you say of yourself. You are perfect just as you are.
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