Weird

what's with all the weird dreams lately?? I think I should stop eating before I go to bed...you think maybe?? I had this horrible dream last night where I had this big fight with someone that I've never had a fight with before, not really. And I guess it was someone close to me except we don't seem to be very close anymore. So, I had this dream and we were at youth but there was this weird hallway that isn't there usually. And some youth guys were throwing things (not surprise there) and I was with about 3 of them, and one of them who was on my side was picking up all the stuff so they couldn't throw it at me, and there was this pair of pliers and he's like, "pick it up" so I did and then he turned around and threw something at me and it hit my glasses and it didn't seem to break them or anything. Adn then it was weird because it was like then I woke up from another dream and my glasses were actually broken. So, I went and told someone and they were just like, "how did it happen?" and then I started to say it was the youth guys but then I remember waking up from the dream so they couldn't have broken it and I told the person that and they said well whatever it's your fault or something like that. And I was kind of mad and very worried because I was going to have to pay to repair them and I was all panicked inside and everything. And I was crying and the person came up behind me and said, "SSSHHHH" And the person was being really short and not very understanding so I got all mad and I was like I'm going home and maybe I won't come back. And then I said, "I hate you." and i was sobbing. and then I don't know if this scene comes in after I went home or before but I was sitting there with two youth leaders and we were talking about this person and basically all things that we have a problem with that they do. Anyways, this dream made me feel really horrible and crappy. Sometimes it feels so real that when I wake up I have to remind myself that I'm not fighting with someone or that something really didn't happen or tell myself that something good didn't happen. Those are harder I think. The people in this dream are going to remain anonymous. And remember, dreams don't really have a bearing on real life. Sometimes they do but most of the time they're just a bunch of crazy stories that happen in your head while your sleeping. And sometimes they represent what you're really feeling, in dreams you're always honest with yourself. If in the daytime you try to deny that you feel something when you don't, sometimes it comes out in your dreams.

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Has this world been so kind to you that you should leave with regret? There are better things ahead than any we leave behind. C. S. Lewis