I'm not having a good day. I don't have time to say much except for this......somedays everything hurts inside. Life just feels so miserable. Sometimes circumstances or situations feel like you're drowning and someone is reaching out their hand and you reach for it but you hand passes right through it. It's like it teases you. I hate my life right now. I hate living at home, I hate how I feel, I hate life. Maybe I'm just having a bad day. There's just been so many bad days.